[Post-Timeloop] - for Rachel

[haolehothead]

The truth is, Danny hasn't really been avoiding anyone. He's been a lot quieter and subdued ever since his little trip back to Oahu with Steve, but he's still going to work. He still makes cracked jokes and he still gets slightly dramatic, but overall, he's quieter because every time he settles and can think, he remembers the gunshot and the feeling of nothingness.

He realizes, belatedly, that Rachel is going to start thinking he's an avoidant asshole, so he makes sure to bake a couple rounds of cookies before heading to her place, knocking lightly on the door.

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[haolehothead]

Danny's practically shaking himself, by this point, hugging her back because she's left him no other option. That's all he can do and he lets out a choked sound as he murmurs her name and holds her tight. "Hey. Hey, I'm right here."

[sluttylyingliar.livejournal.com]

"You can't die," she forces out, face still smashed against his neck. "What the fuck? I hate this place. Did it hurt?"

[haolehothead]

"Trust me," Danny snaps back hoarsely. "It's not like I went into that day, that second day, whatever the hell it was, thinking 'oh, hey, I guess today's the day I want to die.' And yeah, of course it hurt, it was a bullet to my brain. I ached for days from it."

[sluttylyingliar.livejournal.com]

"Oh my God," she moans, pulling away just enough to press her palm against the side of his head. "I'm sorry. I didn't know. I just thought you were busy."

[haolehothead]

"I was," Danny says with a rueful smirk. "I was busy being a slob in bed with the dog and not letting anyone except Steve near me while I sulked all day, every day."

[sluttylyingliar.livejournal.com]

"I'm sorry," she repeats in a small voice. "I'm glad you're not dead...I just. What does Steve say about all this?"

[haolehothead]

Danny takes his time to stroke his fingers through her hair, still feeling more than a little wary of all of this, not sure, exactly, how to cope. "I don't really know how he's doing. He's being Steve about it. He freaked out when it happened, but he's been so steady since. So, you know...Steve."

[sluttylyingliar.livejournal.com]

"Both our guys are like that," she murmurs, pushing into his hand. "I think sometimes Raylan feels like he can't change something so he just shoves it down. You and I aren't really so good at that."

[haolehothead]

"I am extremely bad at shoving things down," Danny agrees with a knowing look, like he might just explode like a volcano if he pushes things too far. "I mean, hell, the only reason I'm not bursting with this crap is that I don't actually know how I feel about any of it."

[sluttylyingliar.livejournal.com]

"I don't really think there's a handbook for any of this," she points out. "People usually stay dead. Well..not here I guess. Are you pissed?"

[haolehothead]

"Yeah, I mean, yeah, I'm kinda pissed. I'm especially pissed because the guy who killed me has a clone here, so I wander by him half the time. That's not exactly normal, that's more one of those things where I get really, really angry," he says emphatically. "Plus, I died!"