"I want it. I don't wanna be that person anymore, you know? I mean, no offense. It was fun with you and Steve and all, but... I spent a long time trying not to do dumb shit like that. And it's not like I'm just... settling, for him. I really... I care about him. A lot. I like being with him," I admit, looking down at the dregs of soup in my bowl, just for an excuse not to look at his face. "I just... I can't shake this feeling that I'm already in a relationship. It's been over a year since Mike, and like, nine months since Tom vanished, and I still feel like I'm married. I can't shake it."
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