"Yeah," I murmur, pushing my bowl aside and propping my chin in one hand. "I mean, I kinda... went nuts the last couple weeks. With you and Steve-- which he still doesn't know about, by the way, and then Dave and me kind of..." I trail off, offering him a wince of a smile. "But Tunny freaked out. I mean, I knew he didn't like it, me fucking other people, but I didn't really let myself think about that I was hurting him."