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Timeloop

Danny wakes up to the severe pain in his back that only comes accompanied by his pull-out bed. The alarm is blaring, the police radio is sounding that someone needs to check on John McGarrett, and when Danny rolls over to turn off the alarm, his body comes into contact with about two hundred pounds (give or take) of warm flesh. Danny doesn't have to think much to know what this day is. True, the events after he goes to the crime scene are just a little bit more vivid, but he'd been on the island the day that John McGarrett was killed and that was the day he'd picked up the case.

He wakes up fully, giving a wary look beneath him and bracing his weight against Steve's torso with both palms, staring at Steve in the pull-out bed of his crappy apartment. This is going to be so bad for Steve and Danny isn't even sure how to begin going about it. How do you? Steve had been thousands of miles away the first time this happened, there's no way that he's going to deal with this normally. It's Steve, after all.

And the radio keeps asking for someone to check on McGarrett, who went AWOL after lunch.

Danny knows this isn't possible, this has to be a bad dream. He pinches at the flesh of his skin, but it aches thoroughly and now he's faced with the knowledge that he has to figure out how to tell Steve about this. "Steve," he hisses, pushing at him. "Steve, wake up."

First he gets him awake and calm, then they figure out what to do about all this.

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"It's okay, Danny - you don't have to talk about it right now," Steve whispers, resting a hand on Danny's shoulder and squeezing gently. He can't even begin to comprehend what Danny experienced on his end throughout this entire thing, but he knows it's affected him more deeply than he's admitting.

"I don't know what happened, either. I wish I could offer you some kind of explanation, but know this, Danny. No matter what happens, whether or not it happens again - I will always fight to keep you safe."

"The one thing I do not ever doubt," Danny whispers with a wary laugh, "is that you will go psychotic ninja to protect me. I know that one, Steve, trust me," he promises, easing back in order to strip off his shirt, trying to do the same for his pants in the limited space with Steve's hands on him.

Steve's willing to release a grip on Danny for him to get out of the sweats, rolling over to one side of the bed and curling up beneath the comfort of the bedsheets, warming up after a chilly dip in the ocean. "You bet your ass I will."

Danny shifts and pushes off the sweats, curling back into Steve in order to steal a long kiss from him, letting out a slow moan. "Steve, babe," he murmurs when it's practically electric and for no other reason than he's fully alive to do this.

"Right here, D," Steve promises, arms snaking around his body, holding him as close as he can physically manage. It's as much a reassurance for himself as it is for Danny at this point, and the kiss they share lingers, long and deep. "M'right here."

Danny shifts so that Steve's forced to slide his hand up Danny's spine and really make this good for them as they keep in close. "Shit," he breathes out, a little hoarse as a choked sob gets lodged in his throat. "I'm good. I'm good, I promise."

"I know," Steve whispers, lips shifting warm and gentle over Danny's, preserving the contact without kissing deeply, cupping the back of his neck as his fingers slip up into the long strands of hair. "I've got you."

Danny gets hungry for it not long after, leaning in and practically devouring Steve whole with nothing more than a kiss, growling when he grabs Steve forcibly by the hair and hauls him in. "M'here, I'm still here," he repeats, again and again.

"You are, and don't think you're ever gonna leave either," Steve murmurs, snarling into a growl when Danny grabs a fistful of his hair and pulls him in, biting down hard on his lower lip in response. "Staying right here, with me."

Danny lets out a choked sound in reply, curling in as tight as he can. There's just a shred of clothing left between them in his boxers and he tries to do away with them as fast as possible, burying kisses into the curve of Steve's neck and shoulder, breathing fast and hard.

"Steve," he gasps out with a moan. "Steven, oh god."

"I got you, babe," Steve says, nothing but certainty in his words, voice unwavering, arms encircling Danny and just holding, keeping every inch of that warm, living, breathing body against his own as soon as the last article of clothing disappears, rocking against him in their bed.

Danny lets out a strangled cry as the friction becomes slightly insurmountable and he practically buckles under the pleasure of it all. He buries his face in Steve's chest and rides it out as he presses forward. "I didn't want to leave you," he gasps out, finally. "I didn't want to go."

"I know," Steve whispers, one hand clasping Danny's jaw, tilting his head back to press a series of open-mouthed kisses along his throat, breathing hot against his skin. He rolls them over, getting Danny on his back, sliding a hand along the outside of his thigh as he descends over his body, slipping down between his legs. "I'd always bring you back."

Danny can't help his sick-sounding and yet giddy laugh at that, spreading his legs apart when Steve coaxes them. "Do not resurrect me as a zombie, Steven," he warns wearily, but there's great fondness on his face.

Steve smiles wryly, retaliating with a deliberate nip along the inside of Danny's thigh, a gentle scrape of teeth into that bite. "Then don't die on me, Danno," he breathes, hands kneading over the muscles in his legs.

Danny breathes out heavily and lets out a short whimper, groaning when he can already tell that his body is desperate for more of this. "I don't want to," he rambles, repeating it over and over again as he reaches down to stroke his dick.

Steve slaps Danny's hand away before he can get a good grip on himself, fingertips tracing the lines of Danny's hips as he gets his mouth on him instead - long, slow licks of his tongue along the length of Danny's dick, swirling around the tip and then taking him into his mouth, sucking him off with a low moan of enjoyment.

The warmth is practically torturous and he lets out a quiet keen that's desperate and mangled, grabbing at Steve's hair instead, but he doesn't want this (not only this). "Get inside me, Steve, please, I need to feel you," he begs roughly.

This isn't about sex, has never really been about it to begin with but it definitely isn't about it now, not when they're both so desperate for that connection, not when Steve wants to feel and touch and know every part of Danny, inside and out - and he's not going to waste time now, not a damn second after briefly fumbling in the bedside drawer, finding the bottle and getting what he needs before tossing it over his shoulder, slicking a palm over his cock - and he's got his eyes firmly locked on Danny's now, needing to see that moment when his expression changes, when his gaze clouds over with unhinged pleasure as Steve pushes inside him, fully buried, all in one thrust.

It doesn't take long, at all, but it feels like a goddamn eternity before he can react. Then, suddenly, it's too much pleasure at once and Danny lets out a choked sound of joy, closing his eyes as his hands clamp down on Steve's shoulders and just holds tight. "I love you," he gets out, whispering it again and again. "God, Steve, I love you. I love you so much."

Steve stretches out over him, propping himself up on his elbows, hips moving slowly, deliberate and deep as he surges down to cover Danny's mouth with his own, pouring every ounce of feeling into that kiss. "You and me, Danno," he whispers, taking one of Danny's hands in his, fingers sliding through to pin it against the bed in a claiming grip. "Always."

Danny curls his fingers around Steve's, making sure to let him feel the coolness of the ring on his finger against Steve's, staring at it for a long moment before turning his attention back to the kiss, taking his time to slowly endure the kiss and feel every second of it and how it made him feel so damn loved.

It's a slow build of pleasure low in Steve's body, burning hot and hotter until he has to give in, moving his hips a little faster, panting rough against Danny's mouth but unwilling to pull back from him for longer than a second. He gets a hand between them, palm still slick to work around Danny's length, timing his strokes with the thrusts of his hips, his groans falling freely from his lips. "Oh, God, Danny, love you."

Danny's head falls back against the sheets and the pillows, his face scrunched up in desperate desire as he bucks and writhes, needing to feel this as long as he possibly can and he thinks, briefly, that he almost lost all of this.

Unbidden, a grieving sob escapes him as he comes.

Steve almost shouts as he follows Danny over, that sensation exploding practically without warning, overcoming him until he feels like he can't control his limbs, trembling hard and struggling to keep himself up over Danny without crushing him with his weight.

His head sags forward, face buried against Danny's neck, and he just breathes, just listens to the sound of Danny, just feels Danny's pulse beating where he nuzzles in.

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